The Struggle ...

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I care about my friend. I don't want our friendship to end because I did accept the guy as my boyfriend. 

I lost the guy. Because I listen to them. It hurts to let him go. But if I really care about my friend, I should end what I've started. 

Yes, I did let him go. He never knew what's the real reason. All I've said, is that I wasn't able to feel that I was loved by him. That I should have not agree with the set-up. That I won't care about what others would say. 


I know, I've been so unfair. But I have to. Because if I don't I may burst. I may explode.


I care about him. And I don't want him to be in between the two of my friend. I don't want him to be the reason why things like these has to happen. 


All I know is that, I have to let him go.

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